ANOTHER CONFIRMATION

HELLO ALL MY DEAR BLOGGERS- FIRST OF ALL, THANK YOU FOR YOUR COMMENTS. IT IS A THRILL TO READ THEM AND TO KNOW THAT YOU ALL ARE FOLLOWING THE BLOG. MY HEART IS SO FULL OF LOVE WHEN I READ YOUR THOUGHTS, AND TO KNOW THAT YOU ARE ROOTING FOR US- I CAN'T THANK YOU ENOUGH. NOW, AMAZING NEWS!!!!!!!!

I ARRIVED EARLY TODAY AT THE HOSPITAL AND FOUND OUR GIRL JUST LYING THERE, NOT MOVING OR ANYTHING. I COULD'NT WAKE HER UP, AND I ASKED THE NURSE IF SHE WAS OKAY. NURSE SAID YES, SHE IS JUST HAVING A HARD TIME. SO, I PUT ON MY CHEERFUL FACE AND WHEN SHE BEGAN TO STIR, I SAID" WAKE UP SLEEPYHEAD! YO MAMA IS HERE!" SHE SAID, "SHUT UP". OKAY I SAY TO MYSELF, SHE IS A BIT CRANKY. "SAY, DO YOU WANT SOME YUMMY BREAKFAST?" I ASK_ SHE SAID, "SHUT UP!" OH DEAR, REALLY CRANKY. OKAY, I WILL JUST SIT HERE AND WATCH YOU LAY THERE. "MAMA, I HAVE TO GO TO THE BATHROOM", SHE FINALLY SAYS. OKAY! LETS JUST HOP ON OUT OF THAT BED AND GO TO THE POTTY. NOT SO EASY, SHE CANNOT STAND UP. IT TAKES ME ABOUT 15MINUTES, BUT I GOT HER UP AND TO THE BEDSIDE TOILET. SHE GOES. I HAND HER THE TOILET PAPER, (I OF COURSE HAVE ALREADY TORN IT INTO MANAGABLE PIECES) AND SHE LOOKS AT ME AND SAYS, "I AM NOT A BABY YOU KNOW! I CAN DO IT BY MYSELF!!!!( HMMM, SHE SAID THE SAME THING WHEN SHE WAS BEING POTTY TRAINED). ANYWAY, LONG STORY SHORT, SHE IS IN A REALLY BAD MOOD WITHOUT EVEN REALIZING SHE IS IN A BAD MOOD. SHE EVEN USED THE "B" WORD A COUPLE OF TIMES, BUT I AM NOT GETTING MY FEELINGS HURT, I AM THE MATURE ONE! SO, IN THE MIDST OF ALL THIS FAMILY LOVE AND BONDING, THE DOCTOR COMES IN. HE REPORTS THAT ALL THE BLOOD AND PLATELETS GIVEN THROUGH THE NIGHT HAVE DONE NO GOOD AND SHE STILL CANNOT HAVE THE FLUID REMOVED FROM HER STOMACH AND LUNGS. HE IS GOING TO TAKE A CHANCE AND TRY IT ANYWAY, BECAUSE IN THE TWO WEEKS SINCE SHE HAS HAD THE FIRST ROUND OF CHEMO, THE CANCER HAS REBOUNDED WORSE THAN WHEN SHE WAS FIRST DIAGNOSED. NO WONDER SHE IS IN A SEMI COMA STATE. HE THEN TOLD ME THAT THE BONE MARROW TRANSPLANT IS NOT A CO NSIDERATION AT THIS TIME BECAUSE THEY HAVE TO GET SOME KIND OF CHEMO TO START WORKING. SHE IS IN A VERY BAD STATE, AND WE HAVE TO DO SOMETHING NOW. SO, I AM NOW JUST TERRIFIED, AND JUST FALL INTO THE WORST STATE AGAIN, DOUBTING THE LORD AND EVERYTHING. BUT GUESS WHAT?!!!! WHEN THEY WENT TO REMOVE THE FLUID IN SPITE OF THE DANGER, THERE WAS NO FLUID TO REMOVE! JUST NOT THERE ANYMORE!!! SO, THEY CAN IMMEDIATLEY START THE NEW CHEMO. WHILE I AM STILL IN A STATE OF AMAZEMENT, OUR DEAR BISHOP CAME UP TO SEE HER. HE TOOK HER HAND AND TOLD HER NOT TO GIVE INTO HER FEARS. TO GET UP AND FIGHT. HE THEN GAVE HER A PRIESTHOOD BLESSING AND TOLD HER THAT NO MATTER WHAT THE DOCTORS SAID, NO MATTER HOW GRAVE THE SITUATION, NO MATTER HOW DARK THE HOUR, THE FIRST BLESSING STANDS AND SHE WILL GET UP AND WALK OUT OF THE HOSPITAL, WELL AND WHOLE. HE SAID IF THE DOCTORS GET STUMPED, THE LORD WILL ILLIMINATE THEIR MINDS AS TO THE RIGHT PROCEDURE. HE BLESSED EACH DOCTOR WITH THE ABILITY TO HEAR AND UNDERSTAND THE INFORMATION THAT HE WOULD GIVE THEM. AND IF, IN THE END, THEY STILL CANNOT FIND A WAY, THAT HE, HEAVENLY FATHER WOULD INTERVENE TO MAKE HER BLESSING COME TO PASS. SO, DEAR READERS, LET US NOT DOUBT. YOU DON'T HAVE TO HIT ME OVER THE HEAD WITH A BRICK (MORE THAN FOUR TIMES)! I GOT IT. I GOT IT. SHE WILL NOT DIE! LOVE, NANASEE